I'm sitting here in the bedroom of my cute little Turkish apartment trying to decide whether I should use my duffel bag or my slightly larger than necessary rolling suitcase for my five day vacation to the Turkish coast.

My life is rough, huh?

Seriously though, how crazy lucky am I? What the hell did I do to deserve so much awesomeness in my life? I've been thinking about that a lot lately. I have a lot on my mind, a lot of decisions to make and things to think about it, but all my problems are such privileged problems. They're problems I'm lucky to have.

Oh, where should I go to in this gorgeous country for my paid vacation? Oh no, I have too many people who want to be friends with me and I don't have time to socialize with all of them! Should I stay with this fabulous job again next year or should I go back to my other very secure and also enjoyable job in the US?

I guess this is a good time of year to be feeling thankful.

I have a paranoid streak a mile wide, so this journal is mostly just friends only. If you know me from somewhere and have a LJ and want to friend me go ahead. Otherwise, sorry.